I've been a little melancholy lately. Don't know if it's the holidays coming, work stress, or what, but I've just kinda been in a funky mood the last few days. Justin and I went on a little trip--without the girls--and it seems like I'm having a hard time adjusting back to "normal". I missed my babies terribly but I think we all needed a little break! Justin's gone this weekend on the annual Slaydon hunting trip to Homer, LA, so it's just us girls around here. We had a birthday party this morning and a little grocery shopping to do, then we came home and piled up and took a good nap! And now, watching them dance and twirl around to Patty Griffin's "Heavenly Day", I just wanna cry. Not sure why, but I just have this sense that I need to really take in all of these little moments. Even now, I catch myself telling Julianne, "I'm not gonna hold you all the time!" when she wants up in my lap while I'm typing. And then I think, why not?? Why not hold her when she wants me to, before she doesn't want me to anymore? I think I will.
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